i miss my mom

i miss my mom!!

seriously i do..

late nite yesterday...

looked back at old pictures made me cried..

between 2.30 am... tears drop again and again..

smpai i have to go to the middle hall so that no one heard that i'm crying badly....

maaa.. i miss u... i'm feel lost and i wish u were here to hugs, kisses, and told me what to do..

u know what.. my students asked me whether i'm closed with you or not since i barely talks about you..

like a bullet.. it go direct to my heart and killed me in one second..

i'm shocked and speechless..

the said i looked paled and pause for 2 minutes..

i'm not blaming them since they does not know that u are not around anymore..

but seriously deep inside it does hurts me a bit since i miss u so bad..

november is my birthday and i hope u still around just like before..

maaa... i miss u.. i miss u.. seriously i do..

i hope u doing good there..

may ALLAH bless u always..

and al-fatihah..

rest in peace and i do love you..

you and abah are the best thing that ever happen to me ..