Hooiiyeahhhhh.... Giler ke x???? Viva around the corner.. I'm not talking about car name VIVa.. I'm talking about my VIVA presentation.. I had been inform.. Name of examiners n panels already out.. N u know what..my heart end up working so fast.. Fast enough just like two fast two furios movie.lols.. Means!!! 911!! Please help us.. Allah please have mercy and let us finish it on time n score with flying colors.amin.. A lots of pending works + final exam mode.. Please make it easy for us especially my group members n me..amin.. And en body..please be good to me.. I know I'm not giving attention too much on u lately.. I know I'm working so hard n not even have enough time for u to rest.. But please be good tough just like before.. Insyaallah after this I will give extra attention and pampers u..
Parah ni parah... Mmg parah... Mcm org ilang Arah.. It happen almost two days.. U know rite,I always like n love u.. But y on earth u makes thing complicated.. I'm spending my time,my everything for u.. Only for u these two days..
But yet, still u are not giving me any clues.. So I made up my mind.. Until we meet again on Saturday.. I have to ignore u for something else.. So good bye GBI.. Hi SM!!.. Hahaha.. :-D
I even carry more subject n go to work at the same time..
But I'm trying my best to be there when u needed..
I'm not asking for returns..
I just need u to be sensitive n try to understand my feelings n emotions..
The face expression U gave to me..
U know it hurts seeing and knowing that ur friends are not 100% come and see u just because they want to be there..
but they have too...
The reasons..
Buddy excuses is easy to give, n even easy to say it.
But commitment.. to show that U actually care..
It does counts.
I had gave u hints..but I guess u don't noticed it or actually u don't bother to know it..
Where are u when I need u the most..
U don't even notice that I felt so down n thinking about my mon when it so hard for me to face Mac and April..
U just don't, don't u??
Maybe I'm wrong and be so sensitive lately..
Well that me...and I thinks that is why I'm became so sensitive when it comes into friendships .. Friends should be the next important things in live right after family??
Or only me think that way??
I might look tought outside..but inside I'm easily hurt n break into pieces ..
The best friend of mine always said.. "Damage has been done..n nothing can be make to fix it".
Yeah..its true..and because of it I prevent myself from getting worse..
Buddies I apologize for the things I do that might hurt u.. I truly sorry.. So be good n enjoy ur life..
To my best friends..we know each other since kids..
n I'm happy n been bless by having all of u in my life..
My family..thanks for ur support n I love you so much.. I truly do.. :'(