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Denting yang berbunyi dari dinding kamarku

sedarkan diriku dari lamunan panjang

tak terasa malam kini semakin larut

ku masih terjaga..

sayang kau di mana aku ingin bersama

aku butuh semua untuk tepiskan rindu

mungkinkah kau di sana merasa yang sama

seperti diriku di malam ini…

rintik gerimis mengundang kekasih di malam ini

kita menari dalam rindu yang indah

sepi ku rasa hatiku saat ini oh sayangku

jika kau di sini aku tenang ..

Bosan_Penat

Ku lari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
ku lari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
sepi, sepi dan sendiri
aku benci
aku ingin bingar
aku mau di pasar

bosan aku dengan penat
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri
pecahkan saja gelasnya
biar ramai
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ah... ada malaikat menyulam
jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
kenapa tak goyangkan saja locengnya
biar terdera
atau aku harus lari ke hutan
belok ke pantai....

-suck-

I am who I am. 

Accept me as the way I am. 

Not more not less. 

Sincerely, 

.: Me :.

bersawangg~~

aahhchummmm...... blogku yg berswang.. mls update.. sekian.. sekarang sgt secretive.. boleh???

26th Buttday ^V^

kkrriiokkkkk ssyiiokkk krriiioookkk ...

hadoiiii ai.. bersawang btol la my blog..

lame betul tak masuk mencatat catatan...

bz + not in a good mood to share anything..

but today after go thru my pictures...

its like a wake up call to write something...

annnndddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its all about my 26th birthday!!! ^_^

last year was a tremendous year for me when i been horned to be a lecturer even though for a short period only..

definitely its among unforgettable memories for me..

aiyaak..mumbling again..

please straight away to the topic..

so actually just wanna share that my study celebrate my birthday in a creative way..

they know I don't late them to be late.

one day one group of them showed up late..

so ape lg bebel2 marah..

then tiba2 they come in with guitar and cake...

ok... nanges...touching..

so another class sang a birthday song loudly ignoring their other lecturer in class. 

then received chocolate..

they so good rite....

that why its hard for me to get mad..

and this year I will be missing them so much..

thank you ALLAH for the experience and seriously I miss and cherish it so much...

ok.. malas type lagi.. touching nanti sbb I guess I miss teaching so much :(

see yaa..

Singapore part 2

ok.. today we had our dinnner..

kalo nak tau kat sini kerja kawin pelik sini.. malam seblm the real reception tomorrow akan ade dinner..

konon2 utk yg terdekat..

nan hadoo..

ramai je...

lauk pon banyak giler..

aunty Yus ni pon mmg la buat catering kat sini..

ni wedding anak perempuan dia sorang tu..

all out la dia..

lauk sgtla banyak..

n semua pon sedap giler..

me?? makan mcm lupa ade majlis lg..

hooii!! kembang lg ar badan ni haa..

diet?? nan hado..

sini temptation sgt dasyat..

semua akan paksa makan.

like the real paksa..

me?? makan sajoo.. tp macam nak muntah sbb fulled gilerr..

by the way tiba2 malam ni rajin buat entry sbb nak ckpp..

i'm shocked!! asal tiba2 cousin ku yg ala2 mamat tak siap ni dh besar kacak lak..

like super cute!! hahaha.. dia operation ke hape??

tp dia mmg kacak pon..cume dulo macam crisis identity..

but now his back!! and i'm shocked!! hahaa..

selamat umur baru 18 haa.. so sape nak mencuba nasib sila2..

hehehee...

tp bukan dia je kacak rini.. photographer ija pon kacak..

gaya mak ai..buat cair..

tp mmg style..

and the best part dia senyum2.. (x yah nak perasan sbb mesti dia budget nak i minta dia jd photographer kot :P)

hahaha.. itot like that ar at first..

but he did came and talk to me..nicely..

ok cover excited..

soft spoken and senyum sangat sweet..

ok..jgn poyo2.. tak de bibit cinta di situ..

ok.. and before he went back he did mention she u again tomorrow..

and u looked sweet bila gelak and senyum..

motif?? hahaa.. ok! bunga2 jap..

ok mr! see u tomorrow..

pssstt... dont forget to ask for my no tomorrow!! hahaha. perasan.. ok bai!

Singapore

its raining here..

this is unplanned visits since i forgot my cousin wedding..

so i'm here buy surprise dragging by my maksu..

by the way congrats cousin.. and u looked stunning..

hope everything went well and smoothly..

its will be a huge event since u the only daughter in the family..

5 set of tables to carter the guests..

its a huge number my dear..

i'm surprised.. and i can see the happy face of aunt Yus...

hurm...

so here i am today...

lying alone on the bad..

i'm the only person that awake at this hours..

lucky maksu bring her vaio and let me used it...

even though i got my smart phone but the feeling of using wider screen its not the same....

and tq neighbour for the free WIFI!! hahaha

its rainning in here.. and too bad i miss my mother..

april.. urmm. her birthday around the corner and i do miss her..

maa... i miss u.. and i love you...

insyaallah we will be meeting in the jannah...aminn..